The Morning

SO the GUILT kills me inside and look fwd to the morning where i can make amends!!! Yea!!! FCK um writin this!!! the Guilt you ask, is well Having some nice tasty briyani, and stake some thai chicken ice cream and a jugheads to down it!!!

       OMG!! what a wesome food…..my whole body was working in union in enjoyin it! the eyes, the nose the mouth, the teeth the ear the TOUNGUE, the pipe the stomach the hands and the legs….eerrrr…yea the legs I was fckin excited!!! and the brain was jumpin with joy and my mind was running a 100mt sprint which even the bolt wouldnt beat!!!! The smoke after all this was just the PERFECT way to end the day!!! BBBUUUUUUUURRRLLLLLLLPPPPPPPppppppppppp!!!
      A wonderful 6hrs of sleep later i woke up even before the alarm rang at 5.40!!! up and awake at this time and i was rarin to get out and on to my 2 good friends t he threadmil and the EFX!!! oh i love those bastds i thought!!! and instantly i knew it was the food last night which made me love these assholes!!! FCK food can do wonders and i smiled at my pot belly giving it a nice rub!!! Well i do love you i said, tho it gave me a cold stare and my mind smiles thinkin 7 inches of bloody fat bastds have gone from tht area! another 4 more and i’d say um ok DD
      Put on my sneakers and was ready to blast out to the gym when the sky opened up!!! I remember the post i did way bak in my O3 days…. When the Mountain moved the Gods cried!!! and I looked up and said FUCK YOU..u aint stoppin me this time ya bastd…I will go i thought!!! Put on my jacket and braving the fcked up rain which was by tht time pouring itz hearts out and with visiblity of just a few feet i was on my way to the Gym!!
    Well i am so addicted to the feel good factor of Dopamine…Dopamine is a chemical which is released by the brain to say Job well done to drive in a sense of goodness and it is released after a serious tiring workout every morning. Gives me the Rush to say FUCK you bastds in the rat race the whole day!!!
      Anyways comming back i reach my gym at 6.35…35 mins late and i was cursing cause tht todays workout will not be effective….and as i climbed the stairs and saw the shutter down….well got the bulb of the year!!! Slowly riding bak home I thought fck you would have won today but I will have the LAST laff!!! You could have made loosing the last 10 kgs a Hell but i am more determined to loose another 10 by the year END!!! I wanted to shout out aaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh and I saw steaming hot vadas in the tea shop…stopped for a smoke and yea had a vada and got my sorry fat ass home to get ready for work!!!

FCK!!

Yes!! I am in LOVE

 

My LOVVVVVVVVVEEEE!

Of doing nothing and Happiness

  OH! after so many weekend of rebelz pratice and doing this and that on all the work I was COMPLETELY free last weekend.With nothing to do!!When somebody asked me today what I did over the weeken I proudly answered “AS Little as Possible“

   Such satisfaction of doing nothing!!! I read somewhere that even little things that give you pleasure releses dopamine….I tell you sunday My brain would have been relesing dopamine by the liters!!!!
    Waking up to a hangover..Vodka I tell you is a killer the next day!! Slowly going about my activities in my friends house….thirsty as hell Drinking pepsi to quench it!!! Wobbling my bike to my house and there was this feeling…No i was not sleepy but I just wanted to rest….lyin down on the sofa and switchin channels for 4 continuous hours ooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! Bliss!! Somehow even eating lunch was a pain…smoke wat walking to get a smoke was out of the question!!!! Went out once the whole of sunday…to check out some diwali sale for TV’s. zeroed in on one! the Panny LE8. flat screen tv on my bed room wall next week DDDDDD cant wait to connect my PS on tht! DD yeppieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! and well if um not online too much from now on…you kno wot i’ll b doin DDDDDDDD

 

           Monday morning i.e today was a different story!!!! I was eager for the clock to strike 5.45!! I was actually looking at my phone for the alarm to ring…Hit the gym!!! Strenuous workout gives you a High search for the Runners high and you’ll know!!!! Man today’s workout was crazy!!! I guess another dose of dopamine relese from the brain and I rode like the devil to work this morning!! Nothing not even the Dumbfcks/ bastds on the roads of chennai could bring me down from where I was!!!! Except that um @ work now and the high has gone and I have to write a freeking xam in a couple of hours!!! FCK cant wait for tomm morning…oooooo leg days!!!! I hate leg days….my legs scream for mercy but um waiting for my brain to say CALM the FCK down to my legs DDD